You may or may not have noticed that a whole bunch of posts mysteriously disappeared from this blog and there's a reason.
It really made me look like kind of a pussy.
Anyway, I'm not a "pussy" but I'm also not afraid to say how I feel either. Remember all of these posts are just points in time and that energy has to come out somewhere.
The truth is that I was in love with someone who I feel either didn't or couldn't feel the same. Perhaps a more apt phrase was: I was in love AT someone. A lot of energy invested, a lot of things pushed down inside. A lot of disappointment and frustration.
I never knew where I stood and probably never will. It's been weeks since I first published this. I'm left to my own conclusions. My disappointment, palpable. My resignation to the inevitable complete.
Unrequited, a fool.
Last word...
I guess it's done, so be it...
<mike drop>
